Have you ever had a friend that you just clicked with and had the greatest times in your youth and in your adulthood? That they were there for you everyday to listen to your happy events and your sorrows? that they could be brutally honest with you and you would become better friends for it? yup I’ve had at least one of those. But then something changes, an event and you can no longer go back to the way it was before. That person becomes closed down and not willing/wanting to participate in the relationship anymore. That happened to me last night, hit me like a ton of bricks. couldn’t sleep. nothing I can do about it, can’t force people to want to continue in a relationship right? I’ve made my peace with that. I wish them the best in life and still care for the friendship we had and hopefully can have in the distant/near future.
It will be weird to continue without them, but that’s the new normal for me.
To be continued….


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